, Let's not .

Tuesday, June 29 - 6/29/2010 09:06:00 PM

Trust me.some things are really hard to say.
I feel so troubled inside.half of me wants to say; yet the other half of me don't want to.
It's great when you meet friends;
but it really sucks when they leave.
It's awesome when you feel loved;
but everything comes at a price.
Is there a way?
Out of this?
I feel that I can "talk" to my blog.
But the whole world can read it.
Anyone.
Seriously; pls tell me, how am I going to survive the next 10 weeks?
Seriously. You won't know how I feel.
;I am afraid. To. Leave. You. With . _____. _________.
trust me. If I could: I would say.
Heck, someone tell me, how to solve this?
"no one can help you, you have to help yourself"
I think I am crazy
4 weeks.
Great. Even better
After you're gone; I'll die..

Monday, June 28 - 6/28/2010 10:45:00 PM

Term 3 has started.
Bless everyone who is keen to learn;
and may them excel in whatever they do!
Green badges: jiayous for all upcoming revision! I know it's going to be tough but
believe in yourself! Can do it de<3

I need to stay focused.work toward my goals.
And to all unpleasant things ahead; may I pray that I have strength to deal with them.

Term 3! 10 more weeks!

Jiayou!!!!!!!!

Ps might not be updating for a while x.x

Saturday, June 26 - 6/26/2010 07:21:00 PM

Updates!(:

Gah,i dont know how to start/.

Interaction on..Tuesday.
Group 4 was..erm..quite nice lah
Anws this time there was more..tanbo people in our group,so yeps..
Wait actually this time we're grouped according to our sections..
So yeps..
Hmm.Connie was the group leader!
And uh,Hwa Chong is really big!
Yeps!

Enqi's station;Gah, we didnt really do well.
Located at Book shop station: Erm..also didnt really do well :P
Venetia's Station!:Haha,lao ying zhua xiao ji!Really fun lah((:
Think-out-of-the-box Station: LOL i left my water bottle at the station-.- Anws,yeps.. i thought some of them were really cool!And the HCI guys are like..really smart lah.seriously..

Question:
An atomic bomb dropped onto a hospital..every single person died..Only two people survived..why?..
Answer:
Cos they are a couple!

LOL if you dont get it:
"Every single person died"

Kkay lol,seriously!And that question kinda killed all of us xD
But hmm,the station master was really very nice lah((:

Kk, next one..
Oh ya we walk here walk there..
Cos a lot of the stations like got ppl T.T

Shucks where else did we go ah..

Oh i think we had the "Competitive games"
-Scissors Paper Stone de!
(haha that one damn dizzy,spin 10 rounds,run,challenge your opponent,you win,spin 5 rounds,continue running,lose,go back,send next person,spin ten rounds,run!)
haha and during my turn i kept winning my opponent..then i kept forgetting to spin 5 rounds!ahhh-.-

-Synyin's Station!
(hmm lol so apparently its like some *by luck* game bah..so its like you step on squares with Letters and Numbers placed vertically and horizontally across(?)..ahh idk how say..But anws..its like,two groups,will be at different places lah,then the game masters will call each other..then the group members choose any random letter and number(say A1) then if you stand on it..you "die"..yah..)
LOL..our group lost..so we had to do forfeit>.<

-Forfeit
*Girls wrote some words with their butts,guys did cat-walk,lol*

Oh i rmb le!
We went to .. places near the CO room...

So we played..
-poison ball(Yan Shan's station)
-erm,the "pass the message " game..
-Yik Yan's station!
(omg that station damn violent lah its like they will try to pull you out from the group you formed,then you have to like try and hold them together!)

And oh yes!
I rmb this station le!
Erm,this one damn epic!
Its i think human chain bah?
Then instead of "untangling" ourselves into one whole circle..
We untangled ourselves into TWO SMALL CIRCLES!
haas,really damn pro lah((:
and when we "untangled" oursleves,we didnt realise immediately xD

Yeps..okay thats about all,sweated damn a lot-.-
And hmm,played feitian for them,long teng with them!(L)
Ahh,but sounded quite weird without the guzheng,seriously..

Debrief..
Erm after that bused home with Kamting and Connie!
Yups~
\edit again if i can think of anything((:/

Wednesday!
Okay seriously where did i go,what did i do?
-.-
OH YES!
i went to school!
For the wuxi china trip presentation!
Yah..
:/
So after that,came home,hais slacked the day away):

Thursday:
Cca!Ahh was late lah-.-
Thanks Kam Ting who waited for me!
Dazu!Tanbo missing a lot of people leh):
Liuqin: Kamting,Coco,Me
Pipa: Ilene,Xinyi,Wan Cheng
Zhongruan: Venetia,Huishi,Enqi,Xinyi(H),Connie..is there any more?
Yangqin: Abi,Florence,Heidi
Gah...yeps,really que a lot of ppl lah)):

\okay lol i just came back from dinner/

Erm..nothing much,prac ended sooner than i thought it would..
Thanks Junior for telling me what happened!((:

Friday;
Haas,went with mum to amk hub for lunch..
Met Kam Ting at Braddell Mrt Station again~
Haas,went canteen,saw Coco , Wan Cheng and Heidi already there!
Lol lah,the cake was rather awesome((:
Can tell that Xinyi was really happy and surprised!
Awww<3

Okay,then..sectionals!
Zhang Lao Shi didnt come..
So Huo Lao Shi taught us instead.
Has been a long time..hmm...
Yah,and xiao zu ended really soon T.T

Trained home with Tanbo..
Bused home with mum..
Yah thats all bah..

Today!
ahahaha tuition in the morning was damn sian):

So in the afternoon!
Sam and Lek Ee came over!
Did the project!
Haas,we experimented on _____
then we had to explain to the cashiers why we needed to buy it lah..
Yah..
-.- kkay.
Then erm.. it was kinda fun!
Like seriously.
But its damn oily lah argh
-.-
And uhm, we just kept laughing lorh!

Oh then right,cos we wanted to test on the "Elasticity" of it.
So then that time we went on some website and saw this video lah.
So apparently,these ppl,they put dry ice into the ____
yah,then watch it explode or something?><
To test it..yups..

So then my mum..had to go all the way to Swensens in Thomson! to get for us!
Thanks uh,mum,really touched^^
Then erm,end up,they dont sell dry ice,but they sold my mum an ice cream for like 4.50, and gave her dry ice together..
>.<

Went downstairs to experiment!Really damn paiseh lah!
I mean like,we hold leh,then i think ppl who walk by gave us that look-.-
Gahhh:/

But nvms,it was damn fun!
And when the ___ burst everytime,me and Lek ee will scream like crazy xD
Haas...

Lol lazy to post le lah...gah:/
[before another crappy emo post comes out!quick!"publish post and sign out!"]

*and probably finish up all my work):*

- 6/26/2010 07:16:00 PM

Gah.It seems as if a day,cannot be completed without unhappy things.Seriously.All so screwed. Mood so spoilt.Call me superstitious,whatever,my right eye lid twitched continously, saw 4.44pm-.- . Am i thinking too much?Again?Why should i care?Huh?A day without all these crap,seriously impossible.Gosh):It's damn impossible to go into another "happy" post after all this.You might ask,then wth post all these for?I will answer.I dont know.It seems as if..posting all these "crap" will make me feel better.

Friday, June 25 - 6/25/2010 11:08:00 PM

I'm scared..really scared.. And terribly sorry):

Gah I can't update my blog as promised):
sorry readers):
anws, I try and update tmr Kay.

Thursday, June 24 - 6/24/2010 11:00:00 PM

Wanting something so much.

"Cos i dont know,how to be fine when i'm not;Cos i dont know how to make this feeling stop,just so you know."

Gah..

How long has it been already?

Wow,time flies..One month..going to be over damn soon.

Real soon.

Have you done anything?

Eh?!

I'm so disappointed in myself,like seriously.

No improvements anywhere.

All i do is slack my life away.

Can i , go back to school?!Asap..

But going back to school.

Means facing the world.

I hate it.

I am always..

Somehow,always..

____

Shouldnt i have gotten used to it?

Since primary school..

It has been like this..

Gah..

Whats wrong with me?!Why cant i.....

Everything's just different.

Sighs..just a brief outline of today

Macs>Cashier woman's attitude was really -.->Gu dian's house>Coffee Shop food>Bused home> Breatheless>Only one on the bus>Reached home>Spent too much time>Bused,trained>Was damn late argh>Thanks Kam ting,waited for me at the station((: > Co prac was weird without greens> Talked to junior> Bought bubble tea> Trained,bused home((:

Thanks for all the nuffnang clicks((:

Tuesday, June 22 - 6/22/2010 09:31:00 PM

Loving someone.

Loving someone;

-wanting the best for him/her.
-willing to make any sacrifices for him/her.
-expect nothing from the person.
-is contented enough that the person is happy.

Gah why am i typing this..

"When you dream of somebody,that means that the person went to sleep thinking of you"

Why is it that..

Teenagers stead,just because they like each other,and not cos they love each other..
Is it what they define,natural feelings?
Or what?..

And most of the times,it don't last.
At the most,give them,3 years, and they'll break.
And then,the emo blog posts come.
The person just becomes emo.

On facebook.
"I miss him so"
"Memories with you are stuck with me forever"
"How can you forget someone;who left you with so much memories"

Ahh whats with memories...

And seriously lah,whats with this post-.-

Okay i know its 9.34 pm.but yeps,this is horrendously random.

Sighs,\sidetrack/
June holidays fly by,like seriously..
Dont you agree?

When school reopens..
Everything resumes..
Third lang,cca,studies,tests,portfolios,test(list goes on)..

Sometimes i wonder..
Will i ..
Still post?
Keep this blog alive?
In like..
10 years time?

In ten years time..
I'll be 23..turning 24..

Then i'll look back at all my photos,my past..
And perhaps..
Laugh..at all the sweet memories..
Cry.. at all the sad stories...

\sidetrack/

Sn-Hci Co interaction..
overall,erm,not bad lah((:
Thanks comm for all the hard work and effort put in..

Hmm,kk update tmr,argh damn pissed now-mood swing-

@Kamting;hahaha yesh i love my deo-darant!
(L) you trucks lorries tanks aeroplanes!(:

Monday, June 21 - 6/21/2010 05:39:00 PM

Time with cousin,sister!(L)

[in no order]

[awesome ppl]

[ahh,make me hungry le lah]

[food,ice lemon tea!]

[yam cake,almond paste!]

[reflections]

[love love]

[reflections!]

[hearts them ttm!]

[kinder joy]

So okay,saturday and sunday was spent with them((:

Cousin came to sleep over,like for saturday night lah((:

Saturday:
Didnt go for tuition in the morning cos had bad stomache,like seriously..

Went Amk Hub in the afternoon to catch Toy Story 3 with them..

My aunt bought the tickets for us in advance,online..

So thanks uh!

Content , i think if i was younger, i would love it trucks..

But , hehe, now i older le, so..

But still,thanks aunt!

So after that,we went to the basement.

I suggested getting Tako-Yaki balls to eat..

Sheesh,damn ex,not nice-.-

Bought hokkaido ice cream too..

Also not nice..-.-

Bused home with them..

Lol lah think i rather bad host..

Anws,did some work,played games..

Slept at around 1am..

Sunday;

Lol lah in the morning i did my work also-.-

For the afternoon..

We went Junction 8..

So my maid went off with my mum..

Three of us went off together..

Camwhored like crazy xDD

anws,love them ttm ttm!

So anws,since we spilt..

Obviously after a while,i wanted to find them..

Couldnt reach my mum at all..

Kept saying..

"Singtel Mobile Customer is currently unavailable"

Argh,like two whole hours can?!

Then my mum was like..

at around 5 plus..

She sms-ed me..

Where are you?

What the..was really worried sick can._.

Hais,finally met her..

Dinnered at Ajisen Ramen with Cousin and Sis..

Mum and Wati didnt want to eat at Ajisen Ramen..

Ordered set meals,enjoyed ourselves ttm man!((:

I think overall paid like..fifty bucks-.-

Damn ex lah,to me..

But still..OMG LOVE THEM!

Lol lah my post damn short-.-

Oh saw Mr Edmund Hor there._.

Yah..Kkay thats about all..

So then came home,stuff happened..

You totally ruined our mood,thanks a lot huh-.-

Kkay,thanks bye((:

There's interaction tmr!(A)(Y)

- 6/21/2010 01:14:00 PM

Past two days were spent memorably,with cousin and sister(L)
But yet,you,this jerk who has a screw loose in your head,had to spoil everything.
Thanks so much.
Dear readers,promise to update again later!((:

Sunday, June 20 - 6/20/2010 01:55:00 PM

I cant wear flats.

18th June 2010: MOECO concert,Fathers' Day.

So morning , maid woke me up at 10.30,went back to sleep,and only woke up at 11.30-.-

Obviously,i only had 30 mins to prepare.

Lol lah,chionged everything..

Ran to bus stop in flats-.-,rushed to Train Station.

Then Kor smsed me saying that Stanson just left his house,Joanne just woke up..

So i was like,LOL i take my time then...

Reached City Hall Train Station lah..

Then walau,was looking for him..

Went up,went down-.-

Finally saw him and Stanson together..

Sheesh,felt so short beside them can?!?!

But nvm lah,they guys marh xD

Lol,then Joanne came(?)

Then we walked..

and walked..

to like..no one knows where..

Rather long distance siah.

Okay,then saw a directory lah..

Decided on..pizza hut((:

So went pizza hut..

Lol lah,Kor and Stanson kept..

comparing who's taller in the mirror!

Oh anws,i think at first the waitress didnt really serve us.

So we tried to call for them..

Then they never respond..

I was like..

"Call them mei nu lah, it always works((:"

then i called..

and they really responded!laughs..

Erm,all three of them went for the Student Lunch set meal lorh..

I went for the Smart Lunch set meal..

like what,one dollar more,all cos i didnt like gasey drinks-.-

And some more,need to top up an additional one dollar if you want your drink to be ice-lemon tea..

So erm..it was kind of awkward lah..

I mean like,the silence here and there._.

Drinks and soup was served..

I seriously drank the slowest lah-.-

Pizza served..

Ate the slowest too..

Rubber band snapped-.-

Argh felt so paiseh can!

Eat so slow some more-.-

Eat finish le,they pay me lah,cos i paying by nets for all of them..

Er,stanson was very nice lah,i didnt have change,he ask me keep the change..

Kk..then left pizza hut..

Walked walked walked..

Went Carrefour..

Need plasters badly!(flats marh)

Argh didnt know it will hurt that muchT.T

Bought plasters lah,walau,i feel damn noob.

Dont know how to wear._.

Thanks everybody again,for being like,so patient can?!((:

Walked walked walked..

Went toilet..

About time to go le..

On the way there,i tried to call Pearl..

And a motorcycle almost knocked into me,

Had Joanne not pulled me away ):

GOSH...

Lol lah,reached the concert hall not too late,but we weren't that early too..

Went in,saw VS people lorh,all at the back..

hmm,anws me and joanne "choped" seats for

Xinyi,coco,pearl,kamting lorh..

Oh Ilene last minute cant make it)):

So yups,they havent reach yet..

So when Xinyi reach,she call me..

So i went out lorh..

Then coco havent reach

PEARL and KAMTING also..

erm so i was like..

"Xinyi i go toilet first!"

Was like tightening my belt when the bell went off..

My heart stopped-.-

Sheesh..couldnt go in after that._.

Never mind,Pearl,Kamting,Coco reached((:

Okay then somehow,we were let in..

*Concert was awesome lah,i mean like,hello?!,so many songs,sucha short period of time for them to learn,to be together,((:*

Oh then right,Xinyi was like,want shout encore?!

I was like..erm okay?

Then they shout,then i didnt realise that i had to shout-.-

Sheesh again>.<

Concert was super short,to me lah,like ,i was like..

Oh,ended le?!

So yups..went out..

walau damn weird..

Pearl went off first..

Then left Kamting,Xinyi,Joanne,Coco,me..

So it was like..

idk lah damn weird!

Lol then waited waited waited..

Aiyoh,quite weird,awkward,paiseh..

Then finally,passed kor the present..

Lol lah...

Okay left SCH..

Deciding where to go for dinner,and stuff..

Then .. erm on the way to the Mrt Station..

I think Coco and Sulwyn were like..

Less than..

10m away from each other?!!

And they were on the phone with each other

Lol lah.

Okay then it was kind of settled that we go Bugis for dinner..

Then me and Xinyi were like..

Should we go should we go?

Was really struggling inside lah..

Part of me wanted to go,part of me didnt want to..

So then,at City Hall ,me and xinyi alighted..

Kam Ting pulled on to my bag..Lol lah..

And Xinyi's bag got stuck on the side of the train there!

LOLLOL...

Kkay,so then,trained back with her..

Talked to her on the way back lah((:

Considered as H2H talk?

When i finally alighted..

Didnt realise my toes hurt so much can)):

Walked at 1/10 of my normal speed)):

When the bus came, i couldnt run, like i normally do..

Had to wait..

Reached home at 7pm...

Settled down,ate dinner, near 8pm le..

Chicken rice by my grandma was awesome..

Together with boiled egg and vegetables by my maid

Morale of the story:

Jaslyn Heng cant wear flats..

Kkay,thanks everybody for today..

Thanks

-Kor,Stanson,Joanne,Coco,Xinyi,Pearl,KamTing!(L)

And congrats for the awesome performance!

-Jolene,Lynn,Sulwyn,Bernard..

*and more and more*

Ps: i forgotten that it was fathers' day >.<

Wait was it?!

Friday, June 18 - 6/18/2010 08:23:00 PM

[edited version]

[unwrapping the post-it hamper at home]

[liuqin jelly,pictures of beloved liuqin-ians!]

[Map,reflections,picture,Random(:]

Okay so morning was damn funny xD
Trained all the way to Farrer Park with Juan(:D
Took pictures lah(:D
Lol lol..

So somehow,i thought that Nuffnang will open at 11pm.
So reached there around 10.15am,took pictures here and there.
Tried looking for the place..
*Say the place is near location A

So right,we saw this sign that read "Kinta Road"
But somehow,we walked to another location,say,Location C..
Took us about 20 mins to reach Location A again...
And then we were like..
Oh,so this is Nuffnang!

Then the time was 1040..
Was super tired and wanted to find a place to sit down..
Went to this random shop lorh..
So like,cannot just sit down like that right..
So have to buy drink lah..
Went for Ice-Lemon Tea..
Damn ex can , like , one can, $1.50/?!
zzz no choice lah..

Then after that i just called Nuffnang.
Person;Hello,nuffnang(:
Me:*so nervous that i only managed to say*
"Er..er..hamper"
Person;Collection time only at 2pm onwards(:
Me: *heart stopped*
Huh huh..but i already here!How?
Person;Okay,come up,press 0204 at the door there(:
Me: Wah,what?!
Okay okay thanks!((:

*Went up,damn cool!Signed this form,took the hamper,left*
Travelled to Amk hub with Juan..

Bought a pair of flats at Rubi shoes for 10 bucks((:
Left for Coco's House((:

So basically at there,we just practiced,made pancakes,made jellies, played,slacked, took lots of pictures,video-ed((:

Yups thats all,thanks for reading((:

Thursday, June 17 - 6/17/2010 10:55:00 PM

Liuqin gathering!

17th June 2-0-1-0!

LOVE LOVE
ahh its getting super super late,can i update tmr?
together with the post on the MOEco-concert((:

Anws,just a rough outline incase i forget!

[Nuffnang,1.50 lemon tea-.-,went long way with Juan,flats,coco's house,prac, pancakes, jelly, videos!,pictures,presents,farewell,tom and jerry xD , left, home, OMG SHOCKING NEWS, started on work, talked to a lot of ppl.]

Shall go into details tmr,seriously.!

And me and JingWen's Blogshop!!
ahhh

My nuffnang!

Kkay i aint making much sense,so,

Kthxbai..

OH WAIT SUDDENLY I RMB

Good luck to
(in no random order xD)

-Jolene,Sulwyn,Lynn,Bernard,Nic Rai...
hmm did i miss out anyone?

Jiayou for tmr's performance!~

*i.love.you.*

Wednesday, June 16 - 6/16/2010 09:26:00 PM

I would say,yes

(Muji pens,Nasi Lemak!)

Today(:

Okay,went Orchard with mum,maid and sis.

Ate nasi lemak for lunch(:
Thought it was rather awesome lah(:

And the serving was rather large,and quite cheap somemore(:

Brought sis to Muji to get her pens again..

Then,went for dental appointment..

Haas,i think he got new customer lah..

Waited for quite some time..

Went in,think less than 5 mins?,done le..

This time,had to put rubber bands,and he say i'm already at my last stage of the treatment le(:D

Yayyy...

Went Paragon with them..

Lol rather sian lah..

Then went this place called "Grandma's " to eat..

The bottle of water was super cool lah(:D

Food there,rather average,but quite ex, and super oily in my opinion..

Went to Taka(:D

Bought Macarons(again!)

Yayy,i love the Lemon Cheesecake de(:D

Then,bus-ed home..

Did stuff,cant wait for tmr!(:D

Nights,turning in soon!(:D

Happy birthday to YuQian,Denise Yeo(:D

*If i said yes,what would you do?*

\edit/
*added in the photos

Tuesday, June 15 - 6/15/2010 08:55:00 PM

Stayed at home the whole day..
hmm..can i update tmr?Lol,blogging for the sake of blogging only
what a bad blogger._.
i wanna watch world cup!T.T
and i....
and i....
*hate you love you*
argh argh argh

Monday, June 14 - 6/14/2010 08:42:00 PM