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\i'm rather pissed off with blogger right now ./ sorry for incomplete entry, hold on.

I shall do an update ( aka my normal standard proper entry! )
Since my readers are like dropping and all.
Argh i think sometimes like i just blog cos of the sake of getting more readers to earn more money.
Which is like damn wrong.
-.-
Okay never mind here goes!

Week 5. SN gave us a hell load of tests. Read to find out.

Monday!
Started off the week with art lesson ( which i did not do much research on )
Followed by maths ( which i have no idea what mr kuah is talking about -.- )

Recess.

Had the first test of the week. ( Spelling test )
omg quite lame right-.- But yeah, spelling test.
Science, fell asleep in class . didnt really get refraction and all.
Lastly, Chinese! zoomed past even faster than i thought.

Went to third lang with Jalene!
Omg lah, the teacher was so pissed with us that he stormed out of the class 15 mins earlier even before lesson was supposed to end!
And we didnt even do much! Like,
all we did was.

( Talk about what you like, why do you like it, when do you use it , who do you do it with )
So the Sn girls ( Jaslyn, Jalene, Pammela, Valerie)
-all claimed that we liked to play piano-.-
and that we like it cos we love music
play it during free time, every saturday
:D anws wow , that place was filled mozzies, seriously.

Different stations ( tunnels ) , and story board place was...
really suffocating and hot!

Friday!

Finally, all the horrors of week 5 gone!
Cca-ed , went home!
Gosh i'm sick ( physcially )!
Really....

ahh my blog post getting so boring right :/
Just now it wasnt like that de.
Okay i officially suffer from short term memory.
Good bye!

Will post the longest blog entry, asap!


You know what.
Thank you.
For the 5 years, everything.

Laksa, Fried Rice, Almond Cookie, Almond Jelly, Pineapple Rolls, Char Kuay Teow, Ban Mian, You Mian, Tom Yum Soup, Peanut Soup, Fried Brocoli, Fried Fish, Hot cakes, Fried Bee Hoon.

And i rmb-ed when you first came.
2 weeks after you came.
Darling Ah Ma left.
And i rmbed, me still not being that close to you.
I was in your arms, hugging you so tightly, crying.

I'm so sorry that you have to leave early.
Cos of us, i know.
Yeah , really sorry.
For everything ):

Good bye.


I really suck.


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Omg omg -.-


I feel that i'm crazy.


Trying to do something now-.-





I am supposed to be studying but... LOL LOL SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED TODAY:

-My nuffnang updates
-Mr Kuah and everything xD
-Third Lang , Cikgu , Jalene, Angelyn!

Okay nothing much but yeahs i really wanna update even though i'm supposed to study ting xie-.-

Nuffnang updates:D Lol lol not really that clear but this is damn interesting! Take a look at this:D

Keywords						Hits
heng on						4
nyco concert pipa soloist santa claus						3
mr leow						1
chij st nicholas sports carnival 2010						1
jaslynheng snco						1
"went jolene's house"						1
"went jolene's house" 2010						1
pipa cool nyco concert						1

LOL LOL:DD "keywords" is something like what people type onto search engines xDD OMG OMG hahaha who searched my name lah xD and LOL what "pipa soloist santa claus" and "heng on" "mr leow" - physics teacher xDD ahahhaha you people make my day. And someone came from germany..

Country	Uniques
SINGAPORE	99.13%
GERMANY	0.87%

Yeps yeps :DD Lessons today were.. okay(?) i guess ((: I went to school to see my file and my textbooks which i've placed on the table ( due to lack of space ) on my table, on the... And heck... i am quite a -coughs- clean freak.. FLOOR. And there was a flood. ( like near Sam's area)... and my partner (Karlyn's ) area. Heng ah >< Lucky.. But now my maths file soggy(?) le-.- Need buy new one-.-

[sam's flooded area, sorry not that clear-.-]


Art was er >_< idk lah sam was acting weirdly ahahhaa wanted to borrow "teenage " from zoe, but ended up, reading it-.- lol hahaha-.- Math was rather funny ( as usual ) Mr Kuah is really quite lame xD and act cute ( according to Jingwen ahahaha) And he told us some ppl failed or something-.- Idk lah . And he kept whistling away. LOL read " the saddest girl in the world " during his lesson! Dont worry lah, not emo-ing or anything! But really damn sadistic. The mother-.- Finished it by today le :DD -recess- English was boring.. with Mrs Dahl's interesting \sidetrack/ life-stories so damn often xD Science graded assignment was rather hard ( cos i keep falling asleep mah) >< Chinese was spent reading the book-.- paiseh teacher..


Went to third lang centre with Jalene :D thanks for the lift once again! Erm lol i went library to continue reading-.- Cos canteen so hot-.- Cikgu was not here. Lol then we combined with another class ( Indonesian Language) and had lesson? Not even lesson lah-.- But just join in and do worksheet-.- Damn bored.. And the guys all super noisy-.- Lol and uh... FOUND OUT THAT CIKGU IS PREGNANT! OMGOMGOMG HAHAHAHA CONGRATS IN ADVANCE :DDD she will not be teaching us for the next one month -secretly cheers deep inside heart- blehs hahaha i'm such an evil student right-.- Hope the relief teacher ( on wednesday then will meet ) will be nice! :D Hmm yeahs then since nothing to do.. Talk :D And wth found out that..*deleted* wth-.- kkay never mind. since its in the past right. i dont care. i dont ___ ___btw . kkay?! i doubt you'll be reading this though-.- >_< Trained home! And saw this! Oh btw, before i go!

Happy 14th Birthday to Enqi and Elizabeth! Stay chio and be happy forever :D I doubt you'll be seeing this but yeah:D

-omg suddenly cant wait for my birthday- Ohhhh and what else-.- Crap tmr got ACC-.- must print the notes or else someone will scold-.- Bye!:D Oh btw follow me on tumblr! -advertising for my nuffnang woohoo!- http://the-brokentrust.tumblr.com/ And i'm off to my uh... Tingxie plus history worksheet-.-

we're still young.. and we'll make mistakes. learn to let go, jas. believe in yourself. Because there is a lot of people who cares about you. Who still believes in you.



Updates for the week!

Monday:
hahaha nothing much lah-.- third lang seriously very boring and nothing much-

Tuesday:
Actually can go home at 1.10 pm de.
But cos of Indian dance practice and have to meet teachers to represent china presentation, hence only got to reach home at 5 plus.
Went for tuition after that.
Alicia claimed that she could not recognise me xD
Lol and she asked me " Do you still like _____" >_<
During tuition (:
Lol hahaha bald spots! *winks @ Jalene*
Went home lah haas

Wednesday:
Got scolded on the phone. Someone called me rude><
Me: Hello, sorry who's this?
Sister of friend( not saying i dont even think the friend know this took place) : WHO ARE YOU?!
me: i'm jaslyn heng?
Sister of friend : How old are you? And there are a lot of Jaslyn Heng (s) how do you expect me to know who you are?!
Me: Er, i'm thirteen?
Sister of friend : Well, i'm afraid you have called the wrong number. I'm *name of friend* sister.
Me: *starting to want to say sorry and bye*
Sister of friend : Oh and btw that was a very rude convo from you.
*hangs up*
Me : ??!?!

><

Third lang. Trained home.

Hais. mood got affected by that lah.
In the lift.
Dont ask me why but,
I jumped when a construction worker pressed the lift and wanted to come in ._.
Like seriously stupid =/

Thursday:
LOL LOL HOME ECONS.
was worrying for math test lahh ><
anws home econs was kinda screwed xD
cos uhm sam demanded to add 3 table-spoons of SUGAR
when we were only supposed to add in 1 table-spoon of Sugar-.-

anws i was kinda dumb and when we were only supposed to add in 100 ml of water into the (sugar-coconut milk-water) mixture.
i added 300 ml ! -.-
LOL haha but kinda "proportionate" in a sense.
Then Sam tasted it ( not cooked LOL WTH right) and claimed that it was too sweet
lol can imagine if i added only 100 ml of water xDD

Then, i washed the "honey-dew-sago"
and omg stupid me , when draining the water.
Dropped half of the sago into the DIRTY sink>_<
omg lah =/

anws Kainin was damn nice to give us half of her honey-dew-sago.
Hmm so anws at the end our product ( sam and i)
We had too much "sauce(?) / mixture(?)"
and we had to pour away-.-
damn waste-.-

But anws it tasted real nice!
But i think its really damn un-hygenic!
Yeps thats all!

Maths Review TEST.
First page: Scales and Maps ( not much of a problem)

Second Page : Standard form (died ). Congruency (skipped first)

Third page : Algebra (L) , Trigo question/ Phythagoras' Theroem (sp?) (forgotten) (xD)

Fourth Page : Direct and Inverse Proportion, Probability.

Fifth Page: Trigonometry again! (Bonus Question)

Sixth Page : Algebra question ( to me it was kinda give-away, worth five marks! xDD)

oh lol at first i was stuck with the second page, fifth page and the last page.
I was really panicking like crazy-.-
Then i realised i mis-read the question on page six.
Page 2 ( congruency part) , because i didnt know how to do part (I), i didnt attempt part (II).
Yeps, then end up, i just anyhow do my part (I) [worth two marks-.-] and went on to do part (II) worth three marks xDD

And yeps, one hour is not much you know. Its quite little.
So yeps Math paper! You killed a lot of ppl!
But i hope to do well><

Friday:
LOL SAM claimed that she had diarrhoea (sp?) after eating only ONE spoon-ful of the honey-dew-sago.
Tough luck sam xD
I ate half of my portion and nothing happened! xDD

Oh and haaas Mr Kuah is really a nice teacher xD
Even though he's blur and everything xDD

-but still, your dont need to flirt with him (coughs)-
[sorry couldnt resist typing that]

anws LOL he was like
"Eh class recess now ah? Why bell havent go off yet"
*then bell went off *
:DD

Had summary and gong han test afterwhich.

Cca-ed.
Thank you Zhang Lao Shi for teaching us so much songs!
Really appreciate it !

Kkay yeps that about all!:D

PS:
what is wrong with me/ . Please dont ask why.

PS (x2)
i'm sorry for everything. I'm already trying very hard. Give me some more time. can?

* i need to work hard. in every aspect. in every way. I wasted term two away. I really feel that i've changed from last year. And perhaps everybody's perspective of me changed. Be it negatively or positively. Setbacks . They are there to make you stronger. What the seniors have told us. I will never forget. What we all have went through together, i will obviously not forget too. You mean a lot to me. Perhaps at this stage of time i am not matured enough to understand and everything. And that i will keep making mistakes for its human to err. But i really will try. No matter how hard it is. I will not give up. I know i have many flaws. But i will not. give . up.
Because i know that you still care.
And for that, thank you so much.*

God is my strength <3




Omg hahaha updates for now!(:D

Yesterday was really awesome lah(:
Despite the fact that i have to wake up so early for dental appointment when it was raining away ( so nicely) and all ( and i could actually sleep in ).. hais..

Kk nvm..
So prepared and all that > dental appointment
Lol mum was (stuck in jam) cos she didnt want to take train with me-.-
Since she could take bus for free-.-
And lol , she got stuck for one hour :/

So anws, met her at Newton (train station ) , trained back, had Macs for breakfast!
Lol really appreciate it lah. So ex ><

Think it might be my last time eating it.. After which.. came home and prepared and stuff Then met Charlotte and her sister! Trained all the way to Bishan to meet her church friends and all. Lol HuiYun really very chio(: Okay then trained all the way to Paya Lebar.. And then to Heart Of God Church. Service was good. ( really ). Thanks for everything^^

Went out with them after that(:D Lol and Charlotte ! Why become so Loud siah xD Like seriously! Her voice became so loud! ahhhh xD Dinner-ed with them. chatted and stuff(: Really nice bunch of people haas:D and sorry pearl! about not being able to go easons with you!

Trained to Tanjong Pagar to meet Pearl.. Saw Pipa(s) there too :D Erm lol then went SCH lorh. Saw so many familiar people:D ( juniors, seniors!) Sat kinda at the back-.- Qinyi's sister ( Jia Yi) sat in front of me.. Holding a DSLR ( and lol she kept trying to take pictures and everything.. then the usher kept coming to remind her-.- ) And i think my chair kinda spoilt. Kept having squeaky sounds><

Okay highlights of the performance;
(uhm not really highlights, just the parts which i found interesting xD)

-Pipa Players were real pro!
(like 4 players)
[ one would play(?) or shall i say act as the right hand of the player while the other player will press the notes]
wah really damn cool lah! and good coordination too!

-Pipa solo-ist;
[lol Rachel turned around to comment that she looked like a female santa claus]

-Liuqin Alumni (first row, one of them)
LOL hahaha her dress(?) , the back super low cut!

-Red Helium Ballon xD
[ oh hahaha at the middle(?) of the last song this random red ballon just flew down from the back and went all the way to the front part of the auditorium xD]

[lol spot the red balloon at the top? sorry rather blurred and screwed-.-]

-Yue Er Gao
[ their version of yue er gao is like quite different from ours! With liuqins playing in it! and no sanxian! But i prefer our version! (: ]

(so overall performance was rather good, and my lovely (ex) guzheng juniors performed too!)

Thanks for reading (:D










This post, is mainly random stuff.






omg i did buy something for you==


I am not Dead yet.
Really sorry for not updating!
Tmr><

and hais: this situation is really.•_•


Happy Birthday Deon!<3



Instead of asking me directly whats wrong, why must you take the round-about way. I dont know, when you want to know, i dont want to tell you.
Whats wrong with me lah seriously. Why is it so awkward to share with you about whats happening in my life?

;Because we're differenet -uncertain-

So confused man.When posed with this question
"Jaslyn,why do you look so troubled"

It hit me. literally/.
Cos.i didnt expect you to care.You're just a random classmate whom i've not even had.. a (more-than-five-min-convo-before)
gosh><

Sorry for all th emo-ing and everything.

*and why the heck do i care so much about what people think about me? it'll just result in me getting paranoid > staying in class > anti-social*

hais,cannot lah, you have to do something.
soon.now.

-do what, cannot lah,i cmi.

omg internal conflicts and everything.
weird thoughts.
><

And just before i go!
*i keep getting weird dreams,gosh *recalls what (ahem) said*

and last but not least!

Happy Birthday To Eunice!(:D
and Kor!(:


HI MY DEAR READERS WHO ARE STILL THERE(:

OKAY LOL MY READERSHIP DROPPED LIKE CRAZY-.- OBVIOUSLY COS I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING MY BLOG AND ALL AND NOT UPDATING-.-

OKAY ANWS HAHAHA TONIGHT GOT WORLD CUP MATCH! MUST WATCH KAYYY!
OKAY LOL SO STUPID-.-

anws haha i find talking in small caps nicer!

*so anws i was browsing through connexio when i was primary four version ( 2006 version lah) , i just flipped to 5 FAITH and i saw RACHEL!*

hahaha i was so surprised leh xDD
okay never mind,damn random lah me-.-

and uh..okay i keep having weird dreams..
*hahahaha not saying*
but really very very de sweet <3






-I'm sorry.and i less than three you.
not going to say it so easily from now on.


I think I think too much. I worry over things that have yet to come, wasting time lingering over the future so much that I miss out on the joys of the present. I need to stop, I need to stop being this over-analytic, paranoid little girl; I need to start to be myself again. Because I’m sick of missing out on the joys of this life worrying over such nonsense - things that may not even ever happen.


Tumblr is awesome(L)


You should be able to evaluate your emotions from a very neutral, detached perspective today, Sagittarius. Use this opportunity to take action based on what you feel. Make sure your actions aren't reactionary and that you aren't simply acting rashly in response to someone else's hasty maneuvers. Think before you make any sudden moves. You'll be amazed at what incredible things can develop if you simply use your head a bit first.


Live,laugh,love.
"It's impssible to walk away."


So basically , today was rather >_< Indian dance so far was -raises eyebrows- xD Next, we had uh.
Maths.
And mr kuah is really very nice lah gah,but still very worried about the maths review test in week 3. He said that its' going to be very hard>_<

Lit was terrible,didnt bring handouts>_< so couldnt do note-taking.gah
Then uh, during science, read through compo book, tried to memorise some ideas>_<
And fell asleep in Mr Leow's class!
I'm so sorry !
Hehe :x
thanks for not scolding lah xD
and i think i slept for about 10 mins?! i forgot==

Chinese compo test was -
unexpected.
Really, for the first time, i didnt have to hesitate, and start writing some crap, getting stuck, write some more crap(cliche stuff) , blah-

Cca..time really flies.
Its like prac a bit,and before you know it,pack up and go home.

>_<
Please stop thinking that way.I cant bear it.It already hurts so much to be judged wrongly by so many people on the outside yet you ; seem as if you're going to do the same thing. Or am i really thinking too much.

Sudden urge to post this;
-interview-
Interview(ers); Rank Family , Studies, Friends, Cca
My answer.

Family.Studies.Cca.Friends.
reflects me damn well eh?





I shall just continue my next post almost immediately after this so i wont have my 444 POST>_<
paranoid much?-.-





Everybody have a past,everybody have a story to tell.
Everyone.deserve.a.chance.
You'll ask me
"Why wont you just say?"
I'll reply
-its easier said than done.trust me.try being me.

And then you'll know.


\second post./
-mixed emotions,really dk what to say,what to do,what to feel,seriously.

-Third lang yesterday was >_<
first time.perhaps(?) in this year, felt so happy. Didnt laugh for so much.
And saw uhm, san xian(s) , guzheng(s) pictures placed in third lang centre....(:
Always grateful to the junior who trains home with me

---today---

-Got back history graded assignment(really happy) cos i chionged on the day of jubilate ! from 12am to 5am(:D was really pleased!

During Home econs==
Gah we had this food sensory test thing.

One person had to be A
One person had to be B

my partner is sam.
She fed me with all the horrible food
(capsicum,avocado,olive,sundried tomato,prune juice)

and she got to eat
(cherry tomato,NATA DE COCO, orange juice, pomegrate(?), water chestnut)

damn it man.

okay this is how it went.

So basically you're blindfolded (if A is blindfolded your partner feeds you)
Then you're supposed to EAT and uhm, guess what it is and stuff like that>_<

So then.. sam fed me with all the food):
Gosh avocado to me: i described it as SOUR JELLY in lemon juice):
OLIVE: tasted like soya sauce super salty and ):
SUNDRIED TOMATO: omg totally stale and rotten

capsicum tasted rather.. *spicy?*
and uh, prune juice was the only nice one>_<
to me):

Gosh.. dont be the person who have to eat all that seriously):

Then ! Lit test
was like doing last minute revision before the test
(frantically trying to remember traits(so as to help for the literature (pea) test later))
seriously LAST MIN

I was like (to karlyn)
Eh lol i think they will test on Lila!

Then really test on Lila!^^
OMG THEN we only had 35 mins to do):
Four points, one opening para plus one ending>_<
D: imagine man!

Got back uh.. chinese compo(holiday homework)
OMG I DAMN HAPPY CAN
first time,in my sec school life, so high
To people,might not be high but to me its damn high!
(L)
Thank you Wang Lao Shi!
(L)

Lastly,cca!

Trained home with SNTB.
and uh....
went amk hub with coco,kam....

went home after that.
tmr got chinese compo!wish me luck>_<

"And lastly,to you;thanks for not spreading>_<"




How would you feel.

You start the day , waking up from your sleep, like everybody does.
Get ready to go to school and all that.
Upon reaching the bus stop.
You scan around to see whether the pervert is around not.
He is(no bus in sight and you're going to be late),
then too bad, board the same bus as him.

On the bus, you try your best to stay far away from him.
Seeing molest the girls around him really irks and disgust you but there's nothing you can do.
And you feel so damn helpless.
And when he alights, you feel relief.

You walk to the train station.
After boarding the train, and passing that stop, you feel weird.

After alighting at the school's train station , you proceed to take a (rather long) walk to school.
On the way to school, you feel so paranoid.
And everything.
You're way too self-conscious.
You tell yourself,just walk, ignore the rest.

When you reach school, you're practically sweating like crazy.
Your pinafore is stained.
With sweat.
You're stuck with it for the rest of the day.
If you dont have pe..

(PE= SWEAT EVEN MORE)

You try and keep awake in class, paying attention to your favourite subjects, falling asleep (unable to help it) in really boring classes.

After school , you head to whatever you have (third lang/cca etc etc)

After all that, you head home.

Worn out,tired,everything.

You get asked(>_<) "how was the day for you"

(what do you want me to answer)

Forcing a smile, you say "its okay"

(while silently cursing in your heart,its not)

[repeats 5 days]


I'm sorry.
070710



Up till now,i still have not started on my "wuxi china trip 2010 " post-.-


I will not neglect my blogger,no matter what.
Yes i've gotten my tumblr,but so what?
I still love this space,it might be dead but who cares?
I'll dilligently update it,with all my thoughts,my feelings.
Ever since P5,i've been blogging already.
Or P6..

Hmm yeah,this is super random and all but...

NUS CENTRE OF THE ARTS!
http://www.nus.edu.sg/cfa/
http://www.nus.edu.sg/cfa/education/exam/registration.php

;omg i still remember last year for the guzheng exam i was like,everyday check check check see whether registration form come out already or not(cos only come out in June/July sorry forgot already)

Hoping to achieve,(i dare not say) , for liuqin this year!
*Go jaslyn!*

you need your motivation back.
everything.
and you know how you can do that?

Start by;
-not thinking so much
-ignoring the world
-ignoring all your texts(seriously impt)
-stop being so paranoid(similar to first two points)
-STUDY HARDER

Yes,you can do it,go.Before all the crap,emo thoughts stop you again.

Oh yeah and just before i go.


So true.