, Let's not .

Saturday, February 26 - 2/26/2011 11:02:00 PM

Gonna fufil my BF tmr!

Ps , it stands for Building Fund! :)

Building Fund 2010 ' will be good! O Lord i pray for a generation of givers, and not takers! :)

I want to give back, and really love the next generation , just like how I was loved.

Perhaps it sounds very cliche, but I really mean it!

\sidetrack\

Week was interesting as i got back results. Mixture of emotions ....

Was really distracted with things.

Things from within school , dk whats wrong.

Opened up within the short span of three hours just now.

When did i ever keep things within me anws.

As long as you win my heart, i will.

I will.

Those months spent... i still can't forget.

Whatever you were trying to do with / to me , i believed that at some point of time , you genuinely wanted to talk to me.

It's hard to let go of your past, it keeps coming back, you're constantly reminded.

Unless you've been through it ( which i pray not ) , you really won't understand. ( not trying to shut you out )

Chem and Physics Tuition tomorrow... feel really tired...

Doing my Quiet Time before i sleep.

Nights Readers!

Love you all.

Thursday, February 17 - 2/17/2011 06:46:00 PM

Here's to the past

I miss Heart of God Church so much.

Can't wait to go back this Sunday!

Really wasted today away. Felt as though i really needed to reflect.

Most people probably think i'm crazy . but i really dc.

I love these pens....

Not to forget macarons :)

And then somehow,

I look back, and ask myself.

What's the difference.

Dont judge a book by its appearance.

Ever.

Right

Right.

Let Go , friends, Let Go.

I've been through hurt too.

Whatever he / she has done to you, it is indeed a thing of the past.

But somehow, whenever that number resurface on your phone, signalling that there's a message, you feel as if your efforts just went down the drain....

/ seconds turned into minutes into days into months /

Half a year already. It's time.

I have to admit these few months were not easy.

~~Nightmares~~ Dreams about me holding on to you , blaming myself repeatedly, begging you not to do this surfaced and surfaced, leg cramps in the middle of the night were inevitable. Otw to school, when ipod plays a certain song, it will remind me. Not you. But the things we did. The memories we shared. Everything. How you entered my life.

And left. Just like that..

Perhaps it seems ironic. and that i'm pretty much contradicting myself and wasting my time.

But for the last time.

* here's to the past *

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

You can change, no matter what.

Just wanna encourage you by saying that you are loved! It is in HOGC that i felt really touched , more than just by the presence of God, but the people too.

I love my leaders, CG friends, people.

Mean what i say.....

Havent blogged in such a long time . But truly, God is with me.

He is not just moving in my life, but in my friend's life too... :)

Gonna embark on a new phase of my life very soon.

Wish me luck .

Saturday, February 12 - 2/12/2011 09:33:00 PM

Call me insecure / wdv

But I hate this feeling .

It feels as though I'm re experiencing what I've went through .
Is it right ? To send you those texts ?

I really dk what to say , or feel anymore
/ or perhaps , it's a good thing /

Tuesday, February 8 - 2/08/2011 07:43:00 PM

CNY 2011 '

Spent CNY ' 11 with my favourite cousins (Y)

Day 2 :

One extremely awesomee one in fact :)

Love you Shu Hui Jie Jie! ^-^