I shall just continue my next post almost immediately after this so i wont have my 444 POST>_<
paranoid much?-.-
Everybody have a past,everybody have a story to tell.Everyone.deserve.a.chance.You'll ask me"Why wont you just say?"I'll reply-its easier said than done.trust me.try being me.And then you'll know.
\second post./
-mixed emotions,really dk what to say,what to do,what to feel,seriously.
-Third lang yesterday was >_<
first time.perhaps(?) in this year, felt so happy. Didnt laugh for so much.
And saw uhm, san xian(s) , guzheng(s) pictures placed in third lang centre....(:
Always grateful to the junior who trains home with me
---today---
-Got back history graded assignment(really happy) cos i chionged on the day of jubilate ! from 12am to 5am(:D was really pleased!
During Home econs==
Gah we had this food sensory test thing.
One person had to be A
One person had to be B
my partner is sam.
She fed me with all the horrible food
(capsicum,avocado,olive,sundried tomato,prune juice)
and she got to eat
(cherry tomato,NATA DE COCO, orange juice, pomegrate(?), water chestnut)
damn it man.
okay this is how it went.
So basically you're blindfolded (if A is blindfolded your partner feeds you)
Then you're supposed to EAT and uhm, guess what it is and stuff like that>_<
So then.. sam fed me with all the food):
Gosh avocado to me: i described it as SOUR JELLY in lemon juice):
OLIVE: tasted like soya sauce super salty and ):
SUNDRIED TOMATO: omg totally stale and rotten
capsicum tasted rather.. *spicy?*
and uh, prune juice was the only nice one>_<
to me):
Gosh.. dont be the person who have to eat all that seriously):
Then ! Lit test
was like doing last minute revision before the test
(frantically trying to remember traits(so as to help for the literature (pea) test later))
seriously LAST MIN
I was like (to karlyn)
Eh lol i think they will test on Lila!
Then really test on Lila!^^
OMG THEN we only had 35 mins to do):
Four points, one opening para plus one ending>_<
D: imagine man!
Got back uh.. chinese compo(holiday homework)
OMG I DAMN HAPPY CAN
first time,in my sec school life, so high
To people,might not be high but to me its damn high!
(L)
Thank you Wang Lao Shi!
(L)
Lastly,cca!
Trained home with SNTB.
and uh....
went amk hub with coco,kam....
went home after that.
tmr got chinese compo!wish me luck>_<
"And lastly,to you;thanks for not spreading>_<"
How would you feel.You start the day , waking up from your sleep, like everybody does.Get ready to go to school and all that.Upon reaching the bus stop.You scan around to see whether the pervert is around not.He is(no bus in sight and you're going to be late),then too bad, board the same bus as him.On the bus, you try your best to stay far away from him.Seeing molest the girls around him really irks and disgust you but there's nothing you can do.And you feel so damn helpless.And when he alights, you feel relief.You walk to the train station.After boarding the train, and passing that stop, you feel weird.After alighting at the school's train station , you proceed to take a (rather long) walk to school.On the way to school, you feel so paranoid.And everything.You're way too self-conscious.You tell yourself,just walk, ignore the rest.When you reach school, you're practically sweating like crazy.Your pinafore is stained.With sweat. You're stuck with it for the rest of the day.If you dont have pe..(PE= SWEAT EVEN MORE)You try and keep awake in class, paying attention to your favourite subjects, falling asleep (unable to help it) in really boring classes.After school , you head to whatever you have (third lang/cca etc etc)After all that, you head home.Worn out,tired,everything.You get asked(>_<) "how was the day for you"(what do you want me to answer)Forcing a smile, you say "its okay"(while silently cursing in your heart,its not)[repeats 5 days]
I'm sorry.
070710
Up till now,i still have not started on my "wuxi china trip 2010 " post-.-Gosh i really...
Wait,trying to recall what happened*short term memory*
So on monday,yesterday
-Went to Tampines to meet a blogshop owner!
yeah all the way there-.-
Gah then i, being bored, went to Tampines mall?
Lol, then was having Hokkaido Food fair!
And i was spazzing like crazyyy!
Cos i was hungry as well><
Damn ex!
Bought like,
Muah-Chee:3 for $2.50-.-
Pancakes(?):1 for $1.30!AND DAMN SMALL, LIKE SERIOUSLY.
*uploading photos in process*
Yups,thats about all~ And i bought 4 pancakes btw>_<
Red Bean one not that nice,and uh,custard was one (A)!(:
Oh Min-you,if you're happening to read this, i saw "tako-pachi", but it went for six for $6.50 D: SO I WAS LIKE ARGH FORGET IT!! x.x
So after that,trained all the way home again..
Ahh home sweet home.
Chionged all my work.
And ate lunch too!(:D
FRIED LAKSA(L)
Erm then mum came home lorh.
Passed me this
Not really clear from here,but its a .. testimonial.. for my maid>_<
She's leaving real soon,gah D: X.x
):
Hais...
Then at night,chionged homework all the way(with the help of Gu Dian!) omg thank you so much without you i wont be able to do it(EXCEL)!!
Then LOL XIAN HUI super random can!!
he started the msn convo with :
"Jas you have long hair meh?"
and i was like
@.@?!!!
Hahas:D
Time to sleep le, slept at 12am D:
Sleep earlier Jas!
*gah i keep thinking of what you said.damn crap.why is it that everytime i get a text from you i'm so happy and give you instant reply but i have to wait so damn freaking long to get a reply.seriously,why do i care so much . about you?*and sidetrack a bit more.. gah.what "someone" said was kinda true.. ):
\edit./not you man.>_<
Today!;
During ICT-.-
Wth sam wanted to borrow my account so that she could (shant say) _____.
Then wth she (shant say) ____ already right, she went to my friend's walls, and posted stuff there-.-
Gah sam!#$#!@#!
Anws,i am very happy cos liuqin xiao ke changed to wednesday just before Third lang so i am free on every tuesday from now on!(: Except when i have enrichments~
Oh yeah(:
I will not neglect my blogger,no matter what.
Yes i've gotten my tumblr,but so what?
I still love this space,it might be dead but who cares?
I'll dilligently update it,with all my thoughts,my feelings.Ever since P5,i've been blogging already.
Or P6..
Hmm yeah,this is super random and all but...
NUS CENTRE OF THE ARTS!
http://www.nus.edu.sg/cfa/
http://www.nus.edu.sg/cfa/education/exam/registration.php
;omg i still remember last year for the guzheng exam i was like,everyday check check check see whether registration form come out already or not(cos only come out in June/July sorry forgot already)
Hoping to achieve,(i dare not say) , for liuqin this year!
*Go jaslyn!*
you need your motivation back.everything.
and you know how you can do that?
Start by;
-not thinking so much
-ignoring the world
-ignoring all your texts(seriously impt)-stop being so paranoid(similar to first two points)
-STUDY HARDER
Yes,you can do it,go.Before all the crap,emo thoughts stop you again.
Oh yeah and just before i go.
So true.
