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Monday, August 9 - 8/09/2010 08:17:00 PM
I think you've become so important in my life, to the extent that


Hi world.
I miss those times. Really.

Updates for the week!

Saturday :
Didnt get to go church because i was sick!
I'm so sorry i've misunderstood you..

Sunday:
Nothing much, studied Science - Physics.
Kept thinking and thinking.
Really wasted my weekends away ..

Monday :
Didnt go for third lang as i wanted to go for the Tuesday third lang class instead!
Yeps, so uhm , was fetched home by Jalene!
Went home , studied, did nothing much anyways.

Tuesday:
Gosh, during English Lesson, stomach hurted like crazy!
It felt like gastric.
Mrs Dahl said i looked very pale.
History lesson - couldnt take it anymore, wanted to go home.
Early dismissal.
Was on my way to Mrt station.
Hurted so much, flagged a cab.
Gosh, the uncle really nice
Thanks uh :)

Mum was having lunch at home.
Self medicated me.
Really painful ..
Sis came home from school.
She gave me her lunch :)
Really grateful :)

After a while, i was okay.
But point is that.
Early dismissal = Need for MC.
Mum took urgent leave ( thanks! ).
Went with me to Polyclinic...
To get MC.
( cos it's like much cheaper ...)
like she claims that doctors nearby our house , for consulation..
probably will cost $40 bucks.
Polyclinic consulation at most only need $4.50 or so.
So duh.. set off.

But, had to wait around one hour or so before i went into the room ..
Never had i been so amused.

He kept poking my stomach ( okay not poke.. but yeah )
I felt damn ticklish and i kept laughing and squirming around.
My mum scolded me -.-
Anws yeah. after he examined me...

His comments.
" you need to eat more rice and vegetables! "
" your regular diet cannot become your regular routine "
( alright ) xD

Anws, the rice and veggie part.. true in a way.
( personally hate veggies and dont really eat much rice )
( I can eat bread from the bread stall ( regular diet ) for recess, lunch, snack )
gosh ....

And to end off with :
*stared at my legs*
"Hey you gotta build up on those leg muscles you know!"
Me: -hesistant-
Him: And dont worry -wink-
YOU STILL HAVE FIVE MORE YEARS TO GROW.

OMGOMGWHATTHE..

Waited for medicine... and stuff.
Mum went to service my laptop :)
And i went home.
Btw, thanks mum for the french curves that you got for me :)
So yeah.

On way home, saw some ppl :)
*missed dance enrichment T.T *

Wednesday :
Didnt go to school cos Doctor had ordered me to rest.
Got to skip Science Common Test 5 !
Rather bored...
Felt better, but yet Doctor ordered me to rest.

\sidetrack/
Pasta Mania's service is really good!
I was with Priscilla there the other day and...
I ordered this.



While Priscilla ordered this.



So yeah. As you can see, mine was super thick ( cheese )
As Priscilla says :
"It's like at first smells damn nice! But after you take a few bites you feel damn sian "
xD

So yeah! That was exactly how i felt man!
So around.. 1/2 of the plate finished..
Felt like vomitting ..

Priscilla suggested asking them to change the base!
Like washing the noodles ( or spag in this case ) , and adding new base
Person was super nice!
He just threw away the remaining ( what a waste )
And recooked new one!
Oh btw, i dont like meat, pork, chicken, beef and everything-.-
Since young,idk why
Like i dont mind BK's fish and chicken.
But i mind.

( non-fried fish , like those cooked ones but not fried , LOL YOU KNOW WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT? )

and

( I totally cant stand chicken wings, and chicken on those plates of chicken rice ).
What about seafood?
( i dont mind prawns but i hate squids!)

He re-cooked this for me!



* realised i digressed *
-.-

Anws yeah. THEY changed!
Cooked new one for me
Thanks Pasta Mania!
LOL..
First time there and so nice and everything :)
And Priscilla was like " Jaslyn! You can eat so much ah!"
Or something along those lines!

\sidetrack./
Went Amk Hub to buy Milk to " build on those leg muscles "xD
As well as KamTing's Present!
Together with Coco and Abi Toh.

Thursday:

Karlyn didnt come.
Assembly : Someone from blood bank came and spoke to us.

" Hello. You're so beautiful. Now i'm going to poke you "

What the lah LOL seriously xD
Anws i cant donate in sec four cos i wont be 16 yet-.-
Ahhh...
And Sam was so enthu about it!
Saying what, next time she confirm donate.

Shall advertise a bit for them :D
Okay.. So this is what they said.
( Summarised )

" Not painful , take it as a ant bite .
Painkillers will be given!
But you know what!
The painkiller will be another injection
* and for those cheapskates! xDD*
Refreshments will be given after you finish*

Oh-kay...

Malay was epic.
Refer to Facebook video's for info :)
It was like some " Ipin and Upin " Video.
Then like one of the small guys won.
Whole class roared! xD
Yiqing commented something like " Wah, like world cup "
Or something.
Uhm. Then there was..
this super nice scene..
Then we waiting to watch.
Right after it.
* TO BE CONTINUED *
in malay.
everybody went " walau! "
xDDD

Home econs!
Uhm...
Rather interesting lah.
But dont really like the chicken ( like duh )
So hence, didnt really eat it.

Narrative test was :/
1) Faith.
2 ) Write about a time when you were in a dilemma.

* was like thinking.. if only i had read keeping faith *

Cca :
( as updated in my previous post )
but still..
SNCO! (L)

Friday!:
National Day celebration! Uhm, nothing much bah! Just congrats to those who skipped and won? Lol-.- Went to Jalene's Condo and studied! Erm they have like a facility called " Study Room " or something xD So anws. The pictures :)
And her house ( study room ) filled with a lot of books can!



A lot right!
Anws after that she fetched me home! Thanks so much once again :)

Chionged Tuition work!

Saturday!

Hais, earlier class drag us back again.
Ended one hour late ( as usual )
Chionged to Church!
Service was (A)
After that, went out for
CG outing :)
Trained home with Charlotte after that.
Had a
H2H talk with her (L)
really talked to me about a lot of stuff
:)
Oh btw, we kinda did some " write your message for singapore " , and got a pin ...


Sunday!

Trained all the way to Dhouby Ghaut ( sp?) to meet MinYu! :)
And like , we panicked cos we couldn't find any ppl!
Called Dorcas and found out that they changed the location to Orchard!!
!!!

Rushed to Orchard.
Started ...
Gosh, started off with really nice people :D
Basically. These are the ppl we met :D

1)Uncle who walked to us and wanted 4 stalks of flowers!
Paid $10 and told him can get 5 stalks!
But he kept saying nvm.
Wife took the other stalk instead xD

2) Uhm, ang mohs who really donated generously and we told them they could claim those free stuff but they chose not to!

3) People whom we approached , pretend never hear us, continue walking (-.-)
[ very often ]

Yeps thats about all :D

Then uhm, sometime through the CIP.
We headed for the toilet xD
-okay it was damn hilarious can :) -
sshhh! I cant be so mean xD
-winks @ Minyu-

Uhm... Oh yeah!
Our juniors!
Cos like Cherie , Ann and Abigail was taking a break already
( but they said they sold finished everything )
I was trying to reason to MinYu that we got more items ( it's true! )
in the first place to sell...
But she was like. Aiyah sell finish first!
Rather hard you know .. :/
But then!
Saw my juniors! :D
Gosh, they super nice!
Each bought one stalk of flower!
After that, MinYu went high le! xD
Went to Burger King to eat :D

After that, after walking ( idk how many rounds) around the same area...
We headed back to the " meeting point "
Asked if we could mann the booth!
-spent about remaining 1 hour or so there -
Helped packed up, went home:D
Really nice experience aye :D

STICKY SWEETS FTW <3>


PS! : Oh ! We chanced upon some band ( along orchard street )
while walking around trying to sell stuff!


PS (x2) : My macarons were squashed D:





[ Tin can, Bag, Stalks of pretty flowers ^^ ]

\sidetrack/
I saw a Liuqin being sold for $75 at Cash Converters!
!!!
And poor it.
It was being hung on a string D:
You can see from the picture below.




But . The guzhengs are worse.
As in , worser state/ condition.

T_T

Today !
Finished reading The Pact, Nineteen Minutes By Jodi Picoult! :D
(: And now, this Blog post!
Would like to end this post by saying that




HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! :D
\ love you for the long holiday that you've given :) /
Kay nights people :D
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Thursday, August 5 - 8/05/2010 10:49:00 PM
I love stuff like these

Slow down and take a more reserved, sensitive, and calculated approach to things today, Sagittarius, especially when it comes to matters involving love and beauty. You'll find a greater level of sensuality waiting for you when you're willing to open up the door even wider. Go after the object of your desire, but make sure that your approach is sensitive and disciplined.

* Oh- kay ? :)
This is interesting..


- 8/05/2010 09:15:00 PM
I feel that it's importatnt to blog this.

When I was still in primary school:
This was me.

I was so blessed to be in a performing arts ( having only to take a music test , which i scored A for, because i really put in the effort to practice )
Though it was only ( jesus loves me )
But still.. effort put in.
I joined guzheng :)
At that point of time, i told myself, hey, look! you'll learn how to play that instrument with so many strings! You'll seriously be damn cool! (xD)

At the end of primary four, the seniors taught me .
Was really ( wow at that point of time).
Really really wanted to be able to play really well one day.

Primary five. I was termed a " senior "
Felt nice, with companions and all :)

Teacher decided to spilt us into parts.
She started by sorting out ( randomly ) >_<
Being so enthusiastic, i obviously craved to be placed in Part 1
Placed in part 3 instead.

To be honest, i wasn't completely happy.
Really.
I thought it was unfair ( which obviously wasnt )
I wanted to learn more.
So when i asked my juniors ( who were in part one ) , to teach me part one ( parts )...
I got scolded -.-
Oh nice .
And so.. my enthusiam, passion, dropped.
And not long after... teacher started to be biased.
Obviously. To the students in Part one who took xiao ke from her.
Which was !@#$
Because to her : Once again, unfair ness ( which is true, in a way )

Didnt realise the importance of tuning.
Afterall, to everybody, it was merely, the teacher tuning before each jubilate, hoping that it will not go out of tune on stage.><
Not to mention owning a tuner.
Lastly, ownage of any strings.
( >< )

Time flies. I was a primary six -ian.
To me, SYF was nothing
Really.
In our mindset : "oh, competition lorh."
We didnt feel the intensity of it.
Like even when teachers told us it was only... a few more months. we didnt care.

Until the day itself.
( a bit too late huh ).

Loaded the guzhengs onto the bus ( as usual, one person two seats)
one- person. two - guzheng.
Alright... we had to be careful not to hit the glass or the bus uncle will scold.

Reached Republic Polytechnic.
As usual. Teacher tuned for us.
It was only until ( before we went in for the competition ) that everybody panicked.
Really.
Hand sweaty like crazy.

SYF:

All i remembered.
( might not be 100 % hello this was what, two years ago?)

When we went in , the place was so familiar. ( Republic Polytechnic = Place where we perform for Jubilate .. )
I remembered we were in a haste to sit down..

The two songs played ( up till this day i still have the scores )
战台风 , 台湾民谣歌曲

For 台湾民谣歌曲:
It was so screwed. At the back where we were supposed to blend in perfectly, part one, two , three.... ( >< ) ... the mu yu was out of beat too ><

*and note... apparently, one of the part one's guzheng string broke..."
"Part two's guzheng student nail flew out "

*amazing huh *

Idk what...
On the way back to school ( in the school bus )
Our teacher told us.
" Silver is the best we can attain "

Call it lucky or what.
But i believe that it was by pure luck, that we clinched a GOLD.
For not much effort put in by the Guzheng Ensemble, I felt that GOLD is all that we deserved.


\sidetrack/

So what.. am i here to talk about acheivements and everything?
Obviously not .

I know i'm in no right to say anything.
But really.
I'm afraid.
What if?

What if.
This happens.
Once again.
Will we be lucky enough?

Wait. Who am i kidding?
We have tuners. We know how to tune. We have instruments. We have good instructors. We have luck . We did it before.

I hope that it's not because of this, that we become complacent or anything.
Yet i really hope and pray sincerely that, we can make it
Because like what the seniors have said.
"Tears of joy, and not tears of sadness "
Just imagine.
Yous studied super hard for a test, and yet you get F9.
How would you feel.
That, was what the red badges felt.
( Fyi, red badges were sec fours when the green badges were sec ones ( now sec fours ) )
...

This post is wrong. I know.
As i said, this is really just, what i feel
But just, as what the seniors have said.
Let us be stronger.

Learn.

But we need guiders.
Thank you : To all the teachers who have been there to teach us. ( Past, present )
Especially the conductor, Liu Bin Lao Shi.
I've never, seen him so angry before.
Perhaps even the white badges
I'm not sure..
And to all the comm members : Thank You for everything you've done ( like seriously )
And to the CO : Hmm wow... it's really amazing how orchestras work. Its like, you start from one person. Intro to instru > Learn > Practice > Lifelong skill > Learn to work together.
It's really not easy.

Let's work even harder. And not give up.Because i know we can do it. Together.
SNCO <3






- 8/05/2010 03:29:00 PM

I'm so gonna do a blog post tonight.
I dont care how.
PS : i want to finish three books!


Monday, August 2 - 8/02/2010 09:05:00 PM

Next time : Hold it in!
Seriously/


Sunday, August 1 - 8/01/2010 01:36:00 PM
I have yet to reach that point in my life.

It sucks. To be like burdened with so many things. Financially. You know sometimes, i really wished that i'm from normal schools. Like not in a school where almost everybody's status is the same as yours. So that you do not have to make comparisons. Wait, its always me. To make this kinda stupid, reckless, immature, wrong decisions to even compare. So what are you telling me now? That even liking something is wrong? Why did i even choose to like music? And not whatever freaking sports and all. Investing in music lessons is considered expensive to you right? I know. I know it is. Because to you , a piece of certificate is not important right. You feel that , other people, dont even have to do this. They just learn and go right? I know. But its heart-wrenching. To think that actually a freaking hundred thousand went into someone else pocket just cos of the interest rolled. When the initial sum of money was just, say 10 times lesser?! I know its just me. Always wanting so many things. Because i'm in the type of school where the things i want for seems so, (Normal ) to have. Or is it? Yeah, okay, and when i get the things that i want. I'm always not satisfied, always wanting more. and more. to the extent that you cant take it anymore.
It's like this. I have just yet to learn, wait, i have just yet to reach the point / stage of life where i will just stop crying over such stupid stuff for like so many times over and over again. I just have to learn. Yes, learn. But i need a teacher. Like a guider. To guide me through.
And i wonder who.


- 8/01/2010 12:07:00 PM
Dreams; interesting :)

I have interesting dreams.
Wait. Let's try that again.
I HAVE INTERESTING DREAMS!
OMG OMG

yeah, thats more like it.
Okay i think i'm crazy. wdv. xD

" sorry , i just kinda got distracted for 30 mins "
><>
arghh totally affected my mood to post le lah.

So basically.
After being so sick for almost one whole entire day plus suffering from cramps
I am okay.
( But i think it kinda fried my brain ( the fever and all ) )

Had a combinations of different dreams.

Started with ;
Me and Goh Xinyi were at Escape theme park, haunted house.
Somehow, we didnt get out ( at the normal exit there)
Came out from a ( secret ) door (xD) instead.
She disappeared, saw my sister instead.
Found all the books i craved and longed to read, was so happy.

\blank/

Was at the bus stop with CG members near AMK train station.

\blank/

Saw my PSL ( jeannette) at same spot

\blank/

Mum informed me of a job interview ( !!!)
Was totally surprised.
Erm, somehow, bused from AMK train station ( that bus stop ) , to some place ( to get some stock , for idk what purpose )

\blank/

Me and sister were on swing ( near AMK train station , where there isnt even one ) :
Told sister that bus was going to come.
True enough, bus came.
Ran like crazy xD
Caught the bus.

\blank/

Job interview at some place.
Waited outside the building / office.
Was really worried and kept texting a lot of ppl (-.-)
( oh btw it was kinda about some piano teacher interview? )

\blank/

( omg next part totally random! )

Somehow, in our school ( Co interaction exchange)
Schools : SNCO, HCCO, CHSCO , ( woodvale secondary school)
* note, i know the woodvale secondary school doesnt exist in real life but yeah , that was in my dream.*

And basically, erm, nothing much.
Just that i think someone said this :
"Can all the comm members come up please ?"
And then like all the comm members ( which are guys ) , all went up.
Surprisingly, no snco comm members went up.

\blank/

Was back at SN primary side/ site (?) library!
Was browsing through some books then suddenly.

I was in a bookstore!
With roald dahl inside!
And i was like (?!?!?!)

Later, suddenly, this person ( idk who )
started playing on the organ, and then there was some sort of like
a rock band concert...
Yeps...

Went to another library this time.
Found all the books i wanted ! ( again )
and in super good and clean condition!
:D
Was about to borrow it and leave the library when...

This Ah Lian, ( do ah lians even read books? -.- ) , stopped me, and went
* to her friends, point at me "
" Eh whats this person doing here ah? Reading such lame books some more "

Me: ignores..

Ah Lian : Eh , pass over pass over!

Me: raised my eyebrows.

Ah Lian : Grabs the books from me ( -.-)

Me: Started to panick, asked for help!!
* Librarians ignored me , apparently she was infamous for her notorious acts and all *

Ah Lian : ( like most bullies ) , felt happy that i was finally provoked, starting to jeer at me.

Me : couldnt stand it, ( omg )
( ><)

*woke up in hot tears*

OMG LAH xD

Weird dreams! omg omg omg!

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