Okay. This topic seems awkward. But i'm still gonna do it all the same.
This is not directed at one person.
Gosh i think i'm really brave.
Hi ( names of all those people whom i crushed on ) : * note " ed " , which means, last time *
Uhm, I have no idea why i liked you . At different periods of time ( like duh ) , then what, like all at one go? -.- Okay so basically right.
I also dont know. It's just like. Uhm. Once, i came down in the same lift as you. Then like uhm, my heart was like beating so fast ( omg so cliche -.- ) , then like, it felt so hot! When the lift door opened, i stuttered a " Erm, bye " And i rushed out of the lift. Gosh-.-
Some time later, i met this person. I think i fell for his uhm. Happy-Go-Lucky Character. Uhm but later on, i didnt really like this person.
Lastly, You. Oh gosh. You are damn damn damn damn ego. Idk how ego. But you're damn weird. I still rmb the first time i join your class , you went * to other guys * " What is this Jaslyn Heng doing here ah? " * Rolls eyes *
-.- Lame!
Gosh this is so obvious-.-
Then at that point of time, i think got a lot of girls like you. It didn't make sense to me Like literally. Okay perhaps, " 男人不坏，女人不爱！” can be used here -.- Yups... a lot of ppl like you lorh-.-
Okay. As time passed by. Somehow. One day after tuition, you suggested the game of " Virus " It's like catching lah, i know it sounds super cliche! But yeah, it was really really fun!
Hmm. Soon, i think i was looking forward to every Tuesday , because of the game. And slowly. It was because. Because of you.
-Gulps-/.
Then came the unfortunate event when you asked for my number because you wanted me to go play catching ( Long story ) .. and yeah. A lot of misunderstandings happened-.-
But now, life's great! Cos . You're out of my life .
Good Good. After what happened this year. I dont wanna elaborate anymore.
Thanks ( not ) for everything.
Goodbye.
PS: I really took a lot of courage to blog this.
- 9/06/2010 06:39:00 PM
Day 1 - My Best Friend
I dont have a a best friend. Hmmm. I just consider them as very good friends . -awkward-
Jingwen Awesome! Jingwen! Lol how many months has it been since we know each other le! :D We started talking after like.. we went together to Mr Lim's house for like his birthday party right! Hahahaha beginning of year i thought you were like those type of damn cool ppl lah! Then dont know how we started talking :)
Then Term Two, you sat rather close to me :) Also, we went for the china trip :) On the air plane, i sat next to him -.- * shudders* But yeahs, we managed to take nice photos lah :)
Lol, we also went out together :D First photo on the left damn funny lah! It's like the " Ah- Beng " Pose right! :D Also, we came up with lame quotes such as " 我们的爱就像快熟面！”
Lol damn lame but cool :D And you love bullying me lah! Together with Sam! D:
Haas and you always like to tell ppl to "SHUT UP! " or * something else lah *
And damn ego can! Always like to say! I'm so awesome right!
Okay then this is like the latest picture lah! When we went out with your china buddy :) Hehehehe :)
Okay lol idk what else to say le D:
But yeahs , i really feel very grateful to know you :) And we caught
- Inception - Liar Game
* did we watch others too? * Together :)
And i always fall asleep in class lah! Then you go take this picture LOL
Okay i think i shall end here :)
JALENE! :D omg hahahaha i think you really rock lah! You're like my : GAY PARTNER, AND A LONG LIST TO GO :D
Hmmm okay to be honest , your ego is really like damn big can! But i love the way we can argue over certain stuff! Like " My radiating machine broke down! " Haas damn funny lah :)
Anws, i really think you have the potential to do well in studies! I see you like so hardworking, so many notes and everything! So yeps, Jiayous for EOYs!
Today's study session at Amk was really productive :) And also, thanks for your treat!
Oh yah! And you're damn mean lah! D: You know how self-conscious i am! And you keep talking about my " bald - spots " and everything!
Tuition with you around is great :D Thanks for everything! I dont know what to say lah! Eh take more pictures together okay! Crap why do i only have one picture of you! D:
Oh and stop teasing me about *coughs* - you know who! - Tyvm xD
PS : I LOVE YOUR HOUSE LIKE MAD :D
Hi Charlotte! ( Charlotte way of saying hi ) Gosh i know you hate the above picture , and many might even say it's lesbian but i dont care lah! Not going to bother so much anymore! Hmm we've been friends since like, we were a day old? Gosh damn cool lah :D Like we might actually be sharing the same birthday but cos I came out one day later... It is not so.. But anws, just wanna thank you for everything lah! Rmb last time we will go out almost every week? Anws that picture was taken at Bishan :) Yups! Thanks for everything :)
Dear Sheryl! I admit that i don't really look very nice in the pictures-.- Anws , uhm , the memories with you were kinda great lah :) Like before Graduation night you came my house and camwhored with me and my sister right! Refers to above picture :) And uhm, the first few times i managed to wear my contact lens i went out with you to Bishan Library to do Cip :D Gah nothing much to say le D:
- 9/06/2010 06:28:00 PM
30 Letters
30 letters. Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
I saw this in your blog :) I shall start doing :) Seems as if quite a lot of ppl from SN started already LOL Okay next post! :)
Sunday, September 5 - 9/05/2010 10:40:00 PM
Gosh. Thanks to Sophia, I wanna do the 30 Letters D:
I think i'm crazy. At this rate that i'm going. I'm not going to study anything! At all.
Approx 1 hour and 20 mins more to the start of holidays. Pray that i'll not have the attitude of " Let me update my blog, Do my work tmr "
Gosh yeah i'm crazy.
I'm gonna do something now~
Oh go watch this! My sis did this! :D she did it herself~!
Bye world.
Today was cool :D Heartwarming and nice day spent with mum and sis! Thanks :D But thanks to someone, ( coughs ), it got spoilt . somehow.
Help me to believe in you: God.
- 9/05/2010 10:30:00 AM
This is amazing.
After so many months of knowing you, I dreamt of you.
Spammed me with texts. Asking me to reply you.
Ironic. Because in reality, it would be vice versa.
Actually, no longer. Because I no longer have to be.
The desire for acceptance , someone to talk to, and understand me was so big. To the extent that self-esteem was dropped considerably.
I learnt on Friday that before you want others to accept you, you have to accept YOURSELF I learnt on Wednesday that you don't become a leader before you rise up. But you rise up before you become a leader.
But most importantly. God loves each and every single one of us. Unconditionally, unreservedly .
Thursday, September 2 - 9/02/2010 04:16:00 PM
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
Sorry i a bit lazy pull the pictures down D: Guess i shall just describe her.
Focus on middle photo, Lin Lao Shi
He Lao Shi, My P6 Bible Teacher
Focus on Cai Lao Shi. Lol you know his name, it's like Mr Chua Keng Wah. So in chinese it's. " Cai 4 Qing 1 Hua 2 "
But yeah, if you read it in other diao ( s) . Hahahaha D:
Mrs Hum! (L) See how popular she is! :D
Focus on teachers on the extreme left and extreme right. Extreme Left : Mdm Tan Yoke Joo. ( Guzheng Teacher in Charge ) Extreme Right : Mdm Li Hui Li ( Chinese Teacher in Primary 4 )
Extreme Left : Ms Cindy Ng Lai Leng ( My Chinese Teacher in Primary 5 ) Middle : Mdm Lai Siew Lian ( My Form and Chinese Teacher in Primary in Primary 2 ) Extreme Right : Mdm Ng Puay Huen ( My Chinese Teacher in Primary 3 )
Keep taking pictures of Lin Lao Shi and Cai Lao Shi
On the way back with Dorcas...
Wondering why the juniors looked out of the window? Well, this is what they're looking at.
This is belated i know :)
But still.. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE GREAT TEACHERS OUT THERE :D
Espcially those whom i really love :)
Shall start by listing all my teachers LOL
Primary One Purity :
Mrs Sing-Tan Suelynn ( Math, English, Form Teacher) , Wang Lao Shi ( chinese )
Primary Two Purity :
Mrs Irene Thomas ( Maths) , Mrs Flora Chew ( English ) , Lai Lao Shi ( Chinese , Form Teacher )
Primary Three Charity :
Mrs Lau-Matthew Lee Pei Xia ( English, Maths, Form Teacher ) , Ms Rumaizah ( Science ) , Huang Lao Shi ( Chinese )
Primary Four Charity :
Ms Arul ( Math, Form teacher ) , Ms Tay Yin Yin ( English ) , Mr Sunny Ho ( Science ) , Li Lao Shi ( Chinese )
Primary Five Justice :
Mr Jeremy Cai ( English , Form teacher ) --> Ms Wendy Wong ( English, form teacher ) , Mr Ahmad Ibrahim ( Maths ) , Ms Joaqium Chan ( Science ) , Ms Cindy Ng Lai Leng ( or wu lao shi :) , Chinese )
Primary Six Justice :
Mrs Justine Hum ( Maths ) , Mrs Felicia Lye ( English ) , Mdm Lim Lee Koon ( or lin lao shi , chinese ) , Ms Jeannette Tan ( Science )
Sec one Charity :
Maths- Mr Clement Tan
English- Mrs Sathia Nath, Mr Jason Koh
Chinese - Mdm Tang Shu Chen
Science - Mr Lin Wen Wei ( physics ) , Ms Cheryl Cheong ( Biology ) , Ms Pravenna ( Chemistry )
Geography - Ms Du Tong Tong , Ms Jacqueline Lee , Ms Tong, Ms Tan ( keep changing-.- )
History - Mrs Lily Tan
Literature - Mrs Maria Sng
Form Teacher and DnT teacher - Mr Sam
Art- Ms Tey Poh Choo
Sec Two Unity :
Maths- Mrs Teresa Teo , Mr Kuah Ee Qiang
English - Mr Lim Jun Yong, Mrs Dahl ( co -form ) ( change )
Chinese- Wang Lao Shi ( form teacher )
Science - Mr Daniel Chng ( Chemistry ) , Ms Zhong Wan Ying ( Biology ) , Mr Leow ( Physics )
History - Mrs Lily Tan
Geography - Mrs Mabel Toh
Literature - Mrs Dahl
Home Econs- Ms Mala
Art- Ms Tey Poh Choo
Tutor :
Aunty Raquel :)
CCA INSTRUCTORS :
Liu Lao Shi, Zhang Lao Shi, Huo Lao Shi ( SNCO )
Lin Lao Shi ( Sn Primary , Guzheng )
- and all the PE teachers whose name i can't remember LOL -
:D
Special thanks to
( All the teachers highlighted Purple In Colour )
Mrs Sing-Tan Suelynn : Wah haas all that i remember from you is that you're really kind and motherly, and lol i was so young that time, not much memories~ So yeahs :)
Mrs Flora Chew : Lol all that i rmb is that everybody keep saying you're my boyfriend xD anws thanks :)
Mrs Lau-Matthew Lee Pei Xia : Wah Mrs Lau! Such a long name :) I rmb at the end of primary two i was praying and hoping so hard that you'll be my form teacher :D When i went outside Primary Three Charity at the beginning of the year, and i saw your name , i was so happy :D then like i was quite late or something, then i sat at the back, i couldn't see, asked you whether i can sit infront not ( lol quite stupid-.- ) , you said
" Anybody want to change seats with this small, cute little looking girl not ? "
( lol hahaha bet many of your choking now xD )
So anws yeahs, you were a great teacher , i still rmb your comment in my report book
" It's a joy to teach her "
For that, thanks :)
Ms Tay Yin Yin : Ah Ms Tay! I rmb once you confiscated my magic trick ring when i wasn't even playing with it~ Thne end up you confiscate! But then i go and take back myself in the end-.- Lol then you realise but never stop me! So nice ah ( feeling super guilty now )...
Thanks for your english lessons ! Oh ya! And when you brought in Ms Joaqium Chan with you i was so happy :D
Ms Wendy Wong : Ms Wong! i love the way you always go " Hey Jas! 'sup? " :D it's damn heartwarming lah :) Love you trucks for everything you've done! And you wrote the longest comment ever in my report book ! :) With you , my english improved so much :D
Ms Joaqium Chan : Ah Ms Chan! I rmb how bad my science was in lower primary ( three and four ) cos i disliked the science teachers so much! I rmb how when once i was so badly accused / my results were so bad , you called me into the science lab and talked to me ..
And uh, my science results improved so much :D thank you!
And the last which i rmb-ed , during Valentine's day ( LOL ) , you gave me a rose or something then i was like " eeyer i dont want! i not even your boyfriend! " , then you were like " ahahaha but i'm your friend :) "
Gosh, really , thanks for everything!
Ms Cindy Ng Lai Leng : Wu Lao Shi ! Thank you so much! Because of you, my chinese became so strong , and became top few in class too ( i think ) ! And you gave me a notebook when i went for Stretch Class! :) Lol i think i still have it now :) Thanks so much for everything :D
Mrs Hum : OH MY GOSH MRS JUSTINE HUM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I HEARD OF YOU SINCE LIKE PRIMARY FIVE AND REALLY HOPED THAT YOU'LL BE MY MATHS TEACHER! BECAUSE OF YOU , MY MATH, FROM A GRADE OF C, BECAME A HIGH A OF 84 ( to me ) ! BECAUSE OF YOU ! AND I STILL KEEP THE PAPER UNTIL THIS DAY! AND YOU DECORATED MY PAPER LIKE CRAZY WITH STICKERS AND EVERYTHING ! GOSH !
YOUR " SOWS , ( same old wrong sums ) " , " WOW ( woman of word ) " MAKES YOU SO UNFORGETTABLE :D HAHAHAHA THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING LAH , FOR BELIEVING IN ME TOO :D WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I GOT BACK MY PSLE :) REALLY REALLY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING OMG OMG!
Ms Jeannette Tan : hahahahaha Ms Tan! You're a great teacher with cool attitude! I rmb that time like Audrey and clique keep talking and you got so pissed and all that you just stormed out of the classroom without saying anything! The monitors went to find you afterwards... Wow..
You're damn amazing with cool attitude lah :) And your attire also :) Hehe, thanks for everything :) Your science is also very good :D Oh and you kept empathising on your name in the beginning of the year ! You keep saying , i'm DOUBLE "n "~
Haas yeah :)
Mr Lin Wen Wei : Okay lol i have to admit that your physics lessons are really boring and stuff but somehow i found your blog url!~ Then it's like , your background is all filled with your girlfriend and your photos :) xD Anws, all i rmb is uhm your
" Mr Lim, i put my cork into the test tube! "
Then you were like saying what, call it " stopper "
Lol and at the EOY paper, you were damn nice lah :)
- Continue blogging later , going for CO NOW! -
\edited . /
Oh yeah Mr Lin! Then like there was the " ECF " ( Error Carried Forward ) thing. So like yeps, i got like 11/ 12 ! So thanks for that LOL
Ms Cheong : You're my CCA - teacher- in charge also :D Thanks for everything lah~ And your bio remedial lessons were so nice :) You bought so much food and chocolate down :D I won't forget your bubbly and straightforward personality :)
Ms Tan : Ahhh, though you only taught me for a short period of time, you really helped me a lot in geog! I rmbed how screwed i was cos i really didn't understand . At that point of time, when you could have just gone home like that, and you were having some exams too right? Yups , so for helping me and so much effort put in, thanks :)
Mrs Lily Tan : Ah Mrs Tan :D I still rmb first history lesson during last year, you came into the class asking. " Girls what do your think of history? " Or something like that. Then you told us something like Sec Two History is so much easier and that you pity us. You addressed us as " friends " :D
So grateful that you're still my history teacher this year :D Instead of other teachers - coughs - :D Thanks so much and God Bless! You're really a great teacher :DD
Mrs Teresa Teo : Ah Mrs Teo :D Sorry uh, didnt really pay attention in the beginning of the year ! But anws, you're really a nice teacher lah, and you give sweets and stuff too in class :) Reminds me of Mrs Hum! Really saddened when you told us at the end of term one / two that you're not going to teach us anymore cos timetable clash with sec four(s) timetable D:
and hence... there came , Mr Kuah!
Mr Kuah : Oh my gosh hahahaha Mr Kuah! First impression of you is that you're super nerdy-looking ( woops no offence ) . I rmb not much ppl pay attention in your class. But then, i rmb the time when you rush all the way down from fourth floor to second floor just cos you forgot to take the notes up ( LOL ) , and uhm, always trying to give us extra lessons and stuff, always sweating so badly can see the huge sweat stains and stuff!
And also, you always give us very important [ ahem(s) ] before ( something ) :D Thanks :) Also, your " Go and knock wall 1000 times " "Super duper careless "
:DD THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :)
Mr Lim : Ahahaha thanks for all your tips / notes / guidance in everything :) Still rmb in the beginning of the year you kept saying " Alright! Okay " ! Like in almost every sentence you say ~ Then uhm, kept seeing you at AMK train station! So awkward can D: And ppl say i like you -.- Zzzzz.... Lol i dont , thanks-.- But yeah , you're really a unique teacher, and i admire you :)
Mrs Dahl : Ahahhaha Mrs Dahl i love your \sidetrack / Life stories in class :) Like you can be talking about.. idk child labour ( comprehension ) , then next minute you can talk about " People at the age of 40 taking oral exam " . Lol :D
Thanks for everything :) Think your clothes colour combi is really nice :)
Wang Lao Shi : Ah Lao Shi, really thank you for everything :)
-Improvement in Chinese, Such a great form teacher
My chinese last year was really terrible after having such a " great " experience . So yeps, i think you're really great :) For once this year, for my graded assignments ( zuo wen , etc ) I got the highest in my entire secondary school life so far.
For non-graded assignments : I hit A2 Grades :)
For that, i really thank you from the bottom of my heart :)
A great form teacher: Who always believe in us ( 2 U ). Rmb that time when we had the inter-class competition and we won first place ( really didnt expect it ! ) , but yeah, you treated us to Pizza ! That was really super generous~ And more and more ~
Will be praying for the smooth delivery of your baby :D
Mr Daniel Chng : Ahahahha Chem Chem Chem! Was always so confused with Chem lah! Then you always tell us " Dont' worry! Relax " hahahah :)
Anws, thanks for like really being so patient! Imagine going through like 2 questions in an hour? That's really.... Hard... Lol i dont know what to say le.. Thanks :)
Ms Zhong Wan Ying : Ah Ms Zhong! My biology was like the worst last year! 2/ 12 ! D: I dreaded and feared biology like crap! But then, you helped me in the music room after school, and made sure i understood :)
And because of that, i got high marks in the graded assignments :) Thanks so much , and wish you all the best in everything you're gonna do :)
Mr Leow : Actually.
Lol .. I dont really know what to say but uhmm...
LOL YOU KNOW A LOT OF PPL LIKE YOU? LIKE SERIOUSLY THEY ARE LIKE OBSESSED ABOUT YOU.
hmm that sounds a bit wrong . -.-
But yeps, i think you're a really popular teacher with the students ahahahha. Your physics lessons are rather interesting and stuff! Thanks for always letting me sleep for like 10 mins or so and not waking me up D:
Aunty Raq : Hey Aunty Raq ! :D I went to you since Primary Four ( year end ) , to start uhm , Primary five topics! Rmbed i was so weak in Science that you made me copy out the entire topic from Science Booster notes D:
I joined your English class... then uhm i rmb the primary six " Girls VS Boys Idioms " Competition :) And obviously ,the girls won ^^ * LOL cos some ppl way too ego marh xD *
And uhm, once in Primary Six , i forgotten to bring my " Building Process Skills " Workbook. You made me copy " I will never forget to bring my workbook to aunty raq again " 100 times~! Gosh and the guys never do lah D:
But anws, somehow, my grades really improved :) Thank you so much. I rmb i cried cos you made me stay back.
You're not any nomal tutor. You're a great one. You start early, and end late. You make sure that the student really understand before letting her / him go . You offer food to them . You let us use the toilet ( OMG LOL ) . You're just pure awesome.
You sit on the chair, ( from 8am to 10pm ) , teaching. To the extent that you sometimes have no time to eat.
From the bottom of my heart, i really thank you. For everything
And i really love maths :)
Liu Lao Shi : Thank you for being such a great conductor :) Hahaha ever since primary school right, i think i already know you~ Somehow :) After listening to the songs on youtube in primary six, i said this to myself. " No matter what, i'm going to join CO "
:D thank you :)
Zhang Lao Shi : Wah time flies :) It has been eight months or so that you've been teaching us :) Thanks for all the skills passed down and everything ! :)
Huo Lao Shi : Oh lol you taught us a bit last year! More of Zheng Lao Shi right! At first , i heard that you're like super fierce and i was really scared but when the seniors stepped down for EOY ( that period of time ) , the grey badges were alone with you and you were really very nice! Like, idk how to describe but.. Not what we expected! But anws, thanks for everything you've taught :)
Okay i think i'm done. Shall end off with something else another day :) Mum's screaming at me already. Gotta end here :)
CAN'T WAIT FOR CHURCH THIS SATURDAY IT'S GONNA BE SO AWESOME ! \m/
Wednesday, September 1 - 9/01/2010 06:20:00 PM
Have to learn to place my trust in God
Changed my posts , hopefully my four posts can be now read :)
Went for CEG the whole of today , learnt that i really need to start placing my trust in God! Thanks Priscilla :)
PS : I'm starting to lose track of how long it has been. PS ( x 2 ) : Basic respect please? Is it really that hard, to reply even a ' Yes' , or a ' no ' ? I'm wasting my time typing this, but yeah, this is seriously unnerving. PS ( x 3 ) : Please dont tell me that. I'm starting to .... ... ..
